Sounds like u are going through and have been through a lot. Do u have someone, maybe a teacher or a friends's parent, who u can talk to? U don't want to be a street worker. U deserve better than that. I'm sure you are a smart, beautiful girl. U are on here looking for help, so I know you are smart and want away out. You have to respect yourself and know that you don't need to give guys "pleasure" in other to feel self worth. I'm sure u have a lot to offer. Maybe u can reach out and discuss your relationship with your father and why you feel so down. Hang in there hun!