I know this might be a little late, but I got better around age 56 after going through close to a year of therapy. It was not the easiest thing I ever did, but it opened the door for me to get better and continue to improve as long as I put in the work. My primary diagnosis is ptsd, childhood onset. I went through a regimen called Prolonged Exposure. It was rough. But I had a good Psychologist and we succeeded. I hope you find some relief. Keep looking and keep working at it, even just a little bit at a time makes a difference.