I am triggered beyond control.

Today I made the stupid mistake of trying to extend kindness to neighbors who have been a problem in the past. I was going to offer them a load of free sand that my next door neighbor has been trying to get rid of.

They just told me that I was on private property and to leave immediately.... before I could even speak. Now they are at a BBQ at the neighbors on the other side of me. They are thugs with tattoos and motorcycles. He makes his living as a thug for the heavy equipment operators union.

Stupid, arrogant, and cruel they are. I know it is wrong to wish evil on anyone, but I do. I hope that their ugly dog chews the face off their thick-headed daughter.

I want to scream. I want to hurt them. I want them to go away and never return.