Kalamity,

I was away and didn't see this till now.
I understand this very much.... </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
by it's very nature it's not something that can be talked about.

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You are doing good posting how you feel---- it's a struggle I can relate to. (will I regret that I expressed myself, will I reveal too much... and many other thoughts)

Hope you are doing better.

Kalamity-