Spent some time doing different tests on this site..

I scored a severe BPD, mild ADD and possible OCD. if I recall correctly.. Anyway. It was just what I had thought. BPD with tendencies towards ADD and OCD behaviour. The OCD part is no biggie, but my short attention span does kind of bother me.

On a more positive note - Told a friend about my self harm. Took me the whole day to gather up the courage to tell someone and I finally did. Not the friend I originally wanted to tell, but hey.. it's a start. I told her not to react in any way because I was too scared of being pitied. So she just sent me a virtual hug and that's pretty much all I needed. I didn't tell anyone so that they'd do something. I just felt like I wanted to tell someone. So.. Yeah.