i really want to do something when I get home..Jut a lot of stress here lately. I want to either "smoke it" or drink... I will try to tell myself -- NO- no on the "smoke it" for sure due to I need to find another job and I know I can do the work that others ask and the pee screening needs to be clean if anyone does bite at what I have applied for.... and drinking blah, remind myself that it wont do me any good!
Sadly I am still a smoker of cigs-- that I don't think is going any times soon but I do give Kudos for all that are trying and have quit!
It is inspiration for me -- that maybe in the future I can.