been following your thread, brontoset. we do have choices. did your drinking make your life unmanageable? is that why you got sober? were you sick and tired of being were sick and tired of it all?
i know this is a strange thought but if you're feeling so miserable about life sober perhaps you're just not ready yet (to be sober). weigh out the benefits of both..sober..not sober.. and then choose which way you want to go.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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