I guess maybe I would have to know what you are considering posting about. My first guess is that you are fearful of how your post will be taken. For me what would keep me from posting something is likely a fear of rejection or judgment. Not sure if that fits for you. I do hear in there that you are worried at some level about how your post will be received by others. And to answer your other question, I don't think this is bad. Even if you are indecisive, that's does not make you bad. It makes you human, which is just fine....
Thanks for posting this, you aren't the only one who struggles with putting things out there.
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