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Jun 28, 2012, 04:24 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Hi Turquoise ~ Bless your heart. The FIRST thing you need to know is: IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT!!! You did NOT cause this. You did NOTHING WRONG!!! If you remember this happening to you, then it is undoubtedly TRUE.
Sweetie, you need to talk with a therapist to help bring these memories to the forefront so you can deal with them appropriately, and put them to rest.  It will be painful at first, but once you know EXACTLY what they are, then you can cope with them -- and bury them. After that, they cannot hurt you anymore!!! They will be gone. But you need a therapist to help you to that. So please make an appointment SOON so this can be taken care of, ok?
I can understand why you feel vulnerable -- anyone would. This is something you don't want to carry around with you very long.  You need to get RID of it as soon as you can. Of course you can talk about it with us here, but since we aren't professionals, we can't really help you in the way that you need. We can offer support, but you need more than that. So make the call, but keep talking here too. 
God bless sweetie, and don't hesitate to private message any of us if you want to talk in private. Hugs, Lee 
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