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WHY DO YOU LOVE
Why do you love someone just to watch them faid away infront of you? The woman I love and still love till this day and forever passed away laying in my arm's with me helpless. I have done alot so far with my life from rideing bull's and breaking horses to surviveing four fatal accident's and more. But I can't understand why when I should be where she is im not. She was the life and foundation and pillar that held me up. She knew me sometimes better than I knew myself sometimes and alway's loved me no matter what.
But tell me why should you devote your heart and soul for the rest of your life just to see it dangled infront of you and in one swipe it is all taken away from you? To leave you kneeling on the ground with pieces all over. I do not except in my life right now or maybe forever that she was taken because she was a good angel or she was taken early because she had a higher purpose.
All i know is it has left my life empty and black like being droped into a hole that never has a bottom. So now I ask if I am falling why would it happen again with my father who is sick now like I just got spit in the face again.
Nobody is perfect but I can say she may not have been the most beutiful or the most perfect but I can say I will defend her and protect her still to this day nomatter what is said or what is done.When they made her she was one of a kind and there will never be a mold built like her again because it was broke in heaven. So I ask why do you love to see it taken away as fast as you knew her?
YOU HAVE TAKEN
You have taken the love of my life,To leave me in pieces,Everything I have loved and charished in in my life you have ripped it away for me to pick up all the pieces.
You have turnd your back on me once more, To give me grief so i can't live much more. You have broke me if that was your plan, but tell me onething why are you going to do it all again.
cowboy1
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