I also hope that you find this place to be a supportive one, I have. It is how you may put yourself across that you may have been pushing others away. We may not notice at the time but when we express that we may be needing support we may sound demanding and it puts others in a akward, overwhelming situation. Worst of all when we think we are asking others for support instead we, ourselves push others away because we don't want to feel rejected by them so instead we don't even them that chance. These are just a thought and I don't know your situation just yet. We should be able to trust the people in our lives for support and not to feel gulity to ask for the support that we maybe needing. It may not always mean that we could always get the full support we need but sometimes a simply nod of understanding and a caress on the arm is just as great. Welcome!!