Here I am, need to take some action. I am feeling so lost again. can't seem to motivate. I have been going to meetings other than that nothing seems to do anything for me. I am just feeling like a blob. I get along great at work everyone likes me, I work my *** off but not getting enough hours to survive so just feel like it really is just a dead end which I know is true but have nothing else at the moment. feeling so dead inside.