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Old Jun 29, 2012, 04:44 AM
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Not sure if this thread is for introducing yourself. I'm new to PC yesterday. I like that it is extensive and there are so many areas, but i joined mainly because of this section on the forum. I have something like DID. My T has called it DID and somewhere between DID and DDNOS. He once said i have a one foot in one and one in the other. He says it really doesn't matter what we call it because treatment is the same. I have a hard time believing the dx and told him i prefer we say a DID-like or related disorder. For some reason, i can accept this more.
I have been in therapy for 7 yrs, the last 5 with the same T. Progress is slow because of so much resistance from inside.
My life doesn't seem real to me, especially earlier years and the bits and pieces or memories i get from childhood and teen years.
Sometimes i think i am making everything up, even the memories i have and get, and i don't know what is real and not real....