Well, as you can see from my recent post, I broke up and need to hang in there. I felt so co-dependant for B. but finally when I went to school, I got more faith in myself, and got tired also. I'm glad that I finally got too tired to serve his purposes. It took all of that to turn on the light in my head that it was my time for me. My son dosen't like it but I had to say goodbye to B. I feel so weird and need all the support I can get. I think if I had an immaginary friend (TRUST-I'll call her) I would be a better woman long enough to not pass out because I'm in shock about my decision to "Say-GoodBYE" I really am in shell shock, what can I do? I gotta be strong, that is all I know. Can you share with me? LOve Robin Razel