Thank you Always for your sympathy and reading my post. It is good to know that there are people who care and want to help you when you are in need. I am in the process of finding a support group or therapist in my area. The hospital I went to gave me some info on groups and counciling but I can not go back to that hospital where my baby died, that will be too much for me. Plus I felt so neglected there and don't think that is the right place for me to seek help. But I will find a Dr soon because I really need that to help me get through all this. Thanks again for your words of sympathy.