((geez)) - I haven't suffered child abuse but just wanted to respond to your thread. I'm so impressed with your achievements and goals.

I used to be in great physical condition but lost inspiration, due to my marriage problem - don't have a problem with weight luckily. I've been eating healthy for many yrs .....its a lifestyle for me. Just recently started the Insanity Workout - my 2nd week.
Its great you know what's behind the binging and I'm not well versed on what to do. I admire your determination and continued luck.