oh lost. It really isn't truly T's fault that you feel so badly. He has done so many things to prove that he cares. Don't spend the weekend trying to prove how bad a client you are...because it isn't going to help you one bit. Try to focus on something positive, use the skills you've learned...play with chaos. Sleep as much as you need to, but eat right and get outside a bit too.

I'll be here all weekend, write as much as you need to, ok?