People will not always forgive behavior.

I guess those road people did not.

But oh well.

I relate to anger issues and struggling to control behavior when I am angry. I had a day like that today. I h ad to work at controlling myself today, esp when my roommate accidentally locked me out of the apt and then moved the fridge (he was cleaning it, bless him) when I needed something to eat. Okay, I went "hey Bruce, I need something from the fridge, please" and I had to keep my voice down. And keep myself from going, "D it! you're still cleaning the gd fridge?!" lol

BPD anger is no fun and it can hurt others, too.

I identify, Christy. Hang in there.

Billi