Old t used to freak out, which just made me ashamed and afraid and want to do it more. She made a big deal about it.

This t, its not too big s deal. She can handle it. Nothing phases her. She might get annoyed or say it was a dumb thing to do, she is just straight forward like that.shes out of the country right now, but when she is home, or if we are video chatting,she might ask to see what we did-- usually i refuse to let her see, but she knows she can get some of the younger alters to show her-- they are tattle tales and she knows it she never suggest hospitalization or makes us feel bad. Her not making a big deal of it is probably the most helpful thing.