I feel completely defeated, hopeless, heartbroken.

Was gonna get a promotion at work, screwed that up by missing a day by accident. Now I have to wait 6 months.

Started a band.. Then broke my hand by smashing it into a door in anger. So thats now on hiatus.

Can't ride my bike this summer. Can't go swimming or dancing or really do anything I enjoy.

Still single and just met a guy, who is already blowing me off.

Been crying all night.