I don't know what your specific fear is, and I'm NOT saying this is what caused it, but maybe something happened when you were a baby that caused you to fear glowing lights. Your pdoc will be better at finding an answer, I'm sure, but I'm just saying what sounds logical to me.
Do your parents know about your fears? If so, you might ask them if they remember anything happening to you when you were little. It makes sense that you wouldn't remember that time, but your mind does, so it still reacts.
I really hope you're able to overcome this.
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