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You know alot of people around except a few that I have been around think getting over a mate dieing is suppose to be easy. I don't understand what people think sometimes when they talk to you some say the most stupidest things and hurt your feeling's. Everyone has something bad happen to them but it hurt's more when you have someone say something to you that eather realy hits the heart or something bad about that person they lost. I am not saying that anyone who looses a sister brother aunt ect doe's not feel pain or remorse because anyone who goe's through death feel's it hard and alway's will we are human. But every death is differant in the way that you feel in alot of factores. How close you are who they where what they ment in your life what you respect them for ect. But for ssome reason loosing a soule mate that you have devoted yourself to for the rest of your life is alittle differant. I don't know why but it is. It seem's to hurt more and make you feel lost and worthless not only to yourself but it makes you think your worthless to other's. I feel that all the time since febuary and it don't feel good. You would give everything and anything even your own life just to have that person back again. The thing is some people try to say thing's to you and compare what happened to them like they lost an aunt which is tragic but they don't understand it's differant than the feelings of someone who lost there wife or husband. That would be like compareing if an oreng is an apple they are differant and they tast differant so why compare them. So maybe I ask why do people don't think before they talk? Like my real father saying to me as I was holding my loves hand in the hospital as she lay there dead and me crying get over it shes dead move on. I have had other's say stuff but what makes a person so incensitive/
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