I was doing this with my 5 year old this morning. That's the kind of energy I have. Lots and lots stored up in my head, but I can't do anything with it. I am so bored.There is nothing really worthwile to do. There is plenty to do but I just don't have it in me to do anything because it all makes me angry.

My husband is going to take the little one out for some breakfast but I want to stay home because of the way I am feeling and because I have an infected cyst on the side of my nose. It is large and red and gross and is leaking a little. All I can think of is it opening on my breakfast. MMM custard. I am NOT going out of the houuse with that thing on my face. Well, maybe I will go out to my parents' pool. They have already seen the nasty thing. My older son is coming home from his dad's tomorrow. I miss him.

I HATE how I feel right now!!!!! I want to go nuts and lose it.

Here's me losing it.