BI-POLAR 1-2 MIXED WITH SOME PSYCHOTIC PARANOIA, SEVERE. That's what I am, and I can write awesome music and play guitar like or even better than people you call pro musicians. Matter of fact I am so creative I have my own album out for sale at amazon.com and all the other music sales sites. You want to call people like me a nut job? Well, I am sorry but the above proves you wrong. Yes I get fear and paranoia and really deep and dark depression. It has ruined my working life and has disabled me. But it takes no effort at all to pick up my guitar, plug it in, and write a kick azz song and video. I have so many videos on youtube that I cant even count them all!
I'm taking-
Celexa
Xanax
Neurontin
Seroquel

Am I cured? No! Am I messed up? Yes! Am I worthless? No! but I feel that way sometimes. My moods swing like a tree in the wind. I am under 2 Doctors for help plus I have a Therapist. Life is hard, but not impossible. So I can not agree with you aka "Nut Job"