Hi Asherton....I'm so sorry you're having to struggle to feel that your loved ones understand about your depression. This is such a difficult thing. I couldn't agree more with dg1983, a great idea. And perhaps, if their minds become more open ~they come to understand more about what you are dealing with, there are many books out there talking about how friends and family can understand and be more supportive of you. I have dealt with what you are talking about in the past, and am dealing with it right now, so I know....as many, many of us do....how painful it can be. Wishing you all the best in days to come.....