When I see my mom again I'll try to express how I feel, but it's very unlikely that she'll listen. She only sees it as my father trying to hurt her with all of this. My dad would just tell me that it's for the best that I live with him because all my mom is trying to do is get money out of him, and if I stay with him then the money would most likely go to me. Sure, that's a nice offer, but again, it's just all about money. It's hard for me to open up to my parents, let alone my father. It could take some time for me to even express that I'm upset to him. My mom knows when I'm angry, but not when I'm unhappy. I don't know, that's just an emotion I don't like sharing.

However, I will try my best to somehow let them know how I feel. This whole situation is complicated.

As for the other part, I'm usually fine during the day. Like now, I'm normal, not exactly bouncing off the walls happy, but I'm pretty content. I'm just not looking forward to tonight, when I know the feeling will come back.

Rohag - Your signature made me smile, I love it! Now I think I will go to my mom's tonight just to see my dog, lol. She makes everything better for me.