Thank you for your kind thoughts! I'm not sure if you know how much it means to me in my current situation, it's incredible to me that complete strangers without any benefit in helping me still do in a hundred different ways. At the same time it's a bit painful, because the woman I lived for most of my life with doesn't even give off the feeling she cares about anything other than herself.

I'm waiting for a call from someone a bit more specialized than the current worker, but I can easily request an appointment for if it gets too much. I've talked about the situation more in broad strokes, but in this town it's very rare to find a place to live in June and July due to all the college students moving out of the dorms, and they've already given me all the resources they have toward finding an appartment.

I also feel so powerless right now... I know I can't hurry any faster than the red tape lets me, but I feel like if I stay still for too long I'll get stuck that way. Is that even normal to feel at that point? That urge to just run off before I get comfy?