((((((((Lexi)))))))))
I understand how you feel. I went through the same thing just a few weeks ago...I was driving by my brother's house and he was having a yard sale...I didn't know it was his house (we are not that close

) and I saw my Mom's rocking chair. I pulled over and he almost died when he saw me. I put my hand on the chair and said how much - he said $20 and I passed him the money and put Mom's chair in my car and drove off. It was when I got home and sat in her chair that it hit me.
If you can talk to him...tell him that there may be a couple of things that you would like to have. He may be willing to let you have something.
I understand how you feel...and my heart goes out to you. I sit in Mom's chair and close my eyes...I can see her rocking my boys in it like she used to before she died.