((((Indigo)))) I feel as if I am reading a page out of my own diary
Have you spoken with your T about this? For me, I struggled and suffered in the workplace so much because it reminded me of my upbringing and the total inability to ever please a judgmental, controlling parent.
You are a human being sweetie. We arent supposed to be perfect. Just to try our best and learn from our mis steps.
Please let us know how you are doing.
Hugs,
Rose