That's awful. All you do is try to do what you can to get better and nobody will help you. You would think by now with all of the knowledge and studies done about mental illness that help would be easy to obtain. It's unfair that people who truly want to get better can't because there is no help out there. It's maddening! I actually think that it's gotten worse. I remember how easy it was to get into a hospital if you needed. I don't know about your area but mine you can't even get into a hospital if you are suicidal. They will declare you certifiable, hold you in a room for 24 hours and let you go. No wonder there is such a high suicidal rate in mental illness. It's just ridiculous!