This is probably more of a vent then anything else but I need someone to talk to right now. I am so tired of being in pain, it seems my back pain is getting worse and worse and now even walking short distances is an effort. I am going for a second opinion on my back week after next because I am not wanting to rush into a decision yet about surgery.

On the other hand, I would do it if it meant some pain relief eventually since this level of pain is really getting me down. My GP has given me tramadol which does not really touch the pain but it does take the edge off. She will not prescribe narcotics pre op, nor will my surgeon. It is getting so that I would kill for a vicodin! I don't even want to take anything stronger but what is the alternative? I am in PAIN!! The ice packs help but it's not enough! I started taking the tramadol every 4 hours instead of every 8 hours and it helps a little.

God, nothing is easy is it? I am looking into seeing a pain management doctor but have not found any that accept my insurance. I am getting profoundly depressed over this. Any suggestions would be welcomed.