i try to roll my car for attention and end up in a ditch not steep enough to roll... A cop who by law had to take me in to the ER for a check. he searched my car and found tons of blades. ER doc says follow up on my appointments and see another doc about my digestive problems, cop brings me back to my car, and sends me on my way. (my car had no damage)

my bf doesnt know, my family doesnt know, only you and CR and the ER.

In no way was this a suicide attempt, just a way to get attention.. Im so worn out from being sick and working too much.. cant take days off..

I told the cop i veiwed myself as a disease, a cures upon mankind. All i do is hurt people. But suicide is wrong in my eyes so this curse will plague everyone...

if anyone ask. Im Not Ok.