I can't sleep. Once again.

This is getting ridiculous. All other times I've been depressed I've slept for hours upon hours. And I was fine with that (what can I say, I'm lazy!).

But noooooo... not this time.

My pattern is staying up until AT LEAST 3 am and then crashing for 1-8 hours. I've tried a lot of sleeping techniques (breathing, no caffeine, relaxing music, teas, hot showers, reading before bed etc) and it STILL WILL NOT WORK.

I just want sleep. I can't keep taking out my bad mood on everyone around me, its making me want to become a hermit and stay the heck away from people for the rest of eternity. Or stay in bed.

*sighs* Okay. Venting kapput.

Edit: Okay, I give up on sleep for tonight. Its 5:30 am, so what the heck is the point??