As many of you know I haven't been doing the best. My husband has had to calm me down several times from panic attacks which can take hours. Nights seem to be the worst. Well he has a sleep study tomorrow and we can't change it for a time that my in laws will be around I wanted to prove that I'd be able to stay by myself. last panic attack (10 days ago) left me curled in a ball crying and shaking for 4 + hrs. My husband is worried if he does leave me home alone I'll no longer be alive OR (the more likely one) I'd have had a MASSIVE anxiety attack. So it looks like trying to prove myself isn't going to happen, but I can still try. He wants me to stay awake in the ER. We also have the embarrassing option of asking our neighbors if I can spend the night.

So what should I choose???