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Originally Posted by FacingChains
(((TY)))) You just gave me such wonderful advice!!!!!!! I never thought of those things as triggers. I watched a horrible movie last night on child abduction and other awful stuff, duh. I sometimes think maybe if i watch that stuff maybe I can master my feelings somehow, never thought to 100% stay away from ALL of it...I am going to do that from now on.....Ive stopped communicating with my family and that has thrown me for a loop, as Ive never been away from them for so long, so Im working with my T on that...thanks for not thinking Im a a freak. I almost feel like...what will I do with myself if there is no chaos and madness in my life? if i remove it all? what will happen? I know it will be much better for me socially, less embarrassing and less upsetting to me about scaring my friend and boyfriend at nightwith these strange goings on..... anyway..Thank you. -Chains  |
You're more than welcome, FacingChains ...
... We aren't freaks, we've just lived through some freaky stuff ... As soon as we are able to process and resolve what it did to us, it does get better ... Wishing you all the best ...
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Pfrog
ps. If it helps ... Many of us had to kick our families to the curb because they were too toxic to continue having relationships with ... That doesn't make you or me or anybody else a freak either ... We're just people who are trying to get healthy and be sane ... Keep working with your T on this too ... It's been 19 years for me and every year it gets better and better ...
