Oh Blackdragon, so desperate, I'm sooo sorry!!! Feeling alone and in pain is just sooo suck. Needing somebody to notice is so frustrating..... I can hear you screaming from here.

I hope today is a little better and you can get some deep breaths down into you r lungs. Can you verbalize to us what kind of attention would make it better? Maybe we all can brainstorm together and help you get pointed in the right direction. Lotsa experience ealing with the kakas on this board. Hang in there, us bunnies care.