This happened to me on Friday
I was having a **** day basically kept crying and thinking of ending it all.My phone goes and its my eating disorder therapist,anyways I start crying down the phone saying I couldnt cope anymore and that i was seriously considering ending it.Cutting a long story short my therapist rang the police and they took me volunteering to hospital.
We got to the hospital and started to panic because of the terrible way I am treated by mental health team.(when they first saw me they were kind when I was dx with BPD they started treating me like dirt a pedo gets better treatment)The police calmed me down and took me in and spoke to a nurse,the nurse said stay with her as she can be violent( a lie,wtf is written on my notes).
I was taken 2 a observation area where a door is locked.The police stayed for an hour ,I kept getting up and walking about as I was getting anxious.I kept asking to leave because I didnt want to see the psych team but they kept saying you need help.( tell that 2 the team who treat me like dirt)anyways a security guard came and they left.10 mins later a surgeon came through the door and I saw my chance I was off.I ran like hell.I could hear the security guard behind me.I ran out the hospital across a busy road.I looked behind me cudnt see him.I saw a shop and went and got some cigs.I came out and there he was with a police man.The police man asked me if I would go back.I said no and started walking.next min he is handcuffing me saying your under section 136.I am taken back to the hospital where he sits with me..I tell him I want to go home as ppl there just think I am attention seeking.I again try and run but he catches me and takes me back.Later 2 policewomen come and he goes,they were total cows ,stood right in front of me.ones on her walkie talkie 2 **** knows who saying my moods were up and down.
cutting it short,the psychiatric nurse didnt come but a psychiatrist,I part cried and part ranted and raved about my so called BPD label when its obv I was depressed not bpd.He said I was BPD and that ppl with BPD were treated just the same as other psychiatric illness( bollacks).he offered me2 go as an inpatient on beechwards but i refused as theres a dr on there that is as nasty as hell 2 me.told me ppl like me cant be helped.so then I went home.