After nearly 4 years of being single and hating myself, I met someone. We hang out for a couple weeks. Then I see him today and jokingly say he looks like he has a hickey on his neck and did he make out with someone last night? And guess what he says? "yeah, I did." okay then. Guess I just got dissed. Again.

My hand is in a cast for six weeks.

I'm totally broke.

I'm being micromanaged at work and I'm on the verge of losing my job.

I am beyond depression, sadness, hopelessness. The despair I feel about my life right now is beyond words.

I feel like I'm dying, slowly. I can't eat or sleep. I don't know what to do anymore.