My therapist is back from vacation. Our appointment is tomorrow (Monday). I am rather annoyed at her for some stupid reason. Nothing she has done. It's me and my weird stuff going on!

I still think about where she went on vacation. I want to see pictures. What's the big deal about it? Why can't we spend 5 minutes talking about 'her life'? I actually think that would HELP me, not hurt me. It would make me feel more relaxed with her. It would make her "come to life" for me.

I may ask her tomorrow just to see what she says. I am sure she will say something like, "How is showing your pictures of my vacation going to help you?" My response will be "Because I want to see if you are a normal person that does normal things!"

I wish I would stop this insanity and move on. I wish that I didn't have these stupid thoughts about her life. I hate it!