She never listen. I told her please don't do xzy, and she will do it instead.

(xzy = something related to me of course, or else I don't care, it's none of my business)

She never pay attention listening, very rude. It really hurts me.

I am going mad now, I am enrage, I feel like screaming.
I was feeling okay (it's not easy to be okay), but now I feel like my 'emo' roller coaster has a sudden drop, a straight line drop (not even diagonal)

I am feel upset and depress now.

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I really really hate her. I am so mad and so angry about my mother.

She never respect me. She doesn't respect me AT ALL !!!

I have to repeat myself so many times, because i never get to finish what i have to say without her interrupting. Meanwhile I have told her many times not to interrupt me while I am talking, and let me finish what I have to say. She never listen.

This is driving me nuts, driving mad.

When I tell her not to do this or that, she will still insist doing it.

The fact that she never respect me drive me nuts.
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When I was a kid, i sleep with her on the same bed, not my decision, a kid have no say in the family. I cannot fell asleep, i tried my best not to distrub her. She is angry coz i cannot fell asleep, she stand at the window and threaten me that she will jump down, if I don't fell alseep.

She often talk discourage-ly to me.

EDIT: and then now like before, when I am very depress, I eat so random and madly, now i am feeling stomach ache and sick.