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Jul 02, 2012, 03:44 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Bless your heart -- I don't understand why you have to marry a certain person, unless it's your culture -- I don't know where you live, so that might be the problem. 
You do sound depressed to me, my friend. You have all the symptoms of it. It would be in your best interests to speak to a therapist about this. A therapist would be able to help you with your issues, and help you thru them. We can't give you an accurate diagnosis but we can tell you what we THINK it might be. 
If you cannot afford a therapist, at least go to your medical doctor who can put you on an antidepressant temporarily until you can afford to see a therapist. That will get you over the hump until that time.
I wish you the very best. Please take good care of yourself in the meantime, and keep us posted on how you're doing, ok? Hugs, Lee
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