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Originally Posted by shezbut
I agree with Pfrog wholeheartedly ~ I don't think that I could put it any better!
Just wanted you to know that I understand. I've been there too & I also have to avoid news, dramas, talk radio, etc. as well. It's much too stressful for me to handle. It's not worth the horrible nightmares either.
I've also had to step back from my family to gain a better sense of sanity. I last saw my mom about a month ago ~ while I was in the hospital, watching my brain activity. The night that she left until about a week later, I kept waking up to horrible nightmares as I was shouting and making striking movements, to protect myself. Family just is not worth that high stress and chaos in life.
Wish you the very best!  |
AS always Shez, Thank you for the advice..it is good to know I am not the only one striking out in my sleep and yelling!!!!
I really feel like a big ol' nut and very alone in my antics....I know of no one else that acts out in this way and have been struggling alone with this and have been teased about it by my family and friends for my whole life (yes my family teased me for years and still does about my blood curdling screams, talk about crazy making....how is that
FUNNY? quite an inappropriate response to reflect back to me at any age, isnt it???"You scream, We laugh..." no wonder Im borderline...talk about mixed messages.....
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Shez, You responses are so special to me and very awesome too!
(((TY)))))) Staying away from my family has become extremely difficult as it is my mother that has caused me the most pain and I do not know what to think about my father as his abuse was secondary as he let it go on i.e. never stopped her and was always very kind otherwise, though I have a huge amount of hatred towards him for being so weak and letting her terrorize us....but I miss him...I know it is stuff to work out with T. AS I am alone pretty much , not talking to them makes meSO alone.. anyway... I can Face the Change ahead of me and the chains that bind....your correspondence is always so much appreciated. You hang in there too. I hope your weekend went well.
Chains