Hi dg.....Sorry you're feeling summer depression While I'm a bit confused about the "drinking" part, (I think alcohol and depression is a rather risky combination)....I very much relate to the rest. I also have no one to do things with, and while I used to just go do some of them alone, over time that is something I can't handle. I have literally found myself at an event alone, watching other people have fun with friends and /or family, and had to leave because the tears would start. Sure is hard. Warm wishes going out to you.....