((Yinyangmama)) I am so proud of you, congratulations! You are totally capable of doing this, so what if you get depressed & cry sometimes, then skip around exhuberantly the next. Let them talk. And you just keep being strong in knowing who you are, a smart and capable lady! You sound like you're creative and have innovative ideas. And if mood starts to take over, you've got a full toolbox including meds, pdoc, and us