I am so sorry that they act like they have forgotten about it. Maybe it scares them too, so they are avoiding it? (although that still doesn't justify it) And I totally hear you about not wanting to talk about it too.

Although, I will say that I am glad that you know that it is not normal and that you could die, because that means there is a part of you in there that cares about you!!!!!!! I wish you so much luck with your T/counselor, and I am glad they found someone for you that specializes in eating disorders.

My parents never got divorced, but dad was ALwayS traveling, so he was never around. So I somewhat know how you feel about that. I tend to date way older guys--guess I'm still looking for the father figure.

Please keep us posted. We are here for you.