Hi Zilch

Welcome to PC - you have found a place that will always support, understand, be there for you, and just generally offer friendship. Please do not feel that you need to apologize for your post.

You have obviously been through so much and I do agree with Fuzzybear, are you seeing a therapist?

I am sorry that you feel you are being treated as a child - I do see a lot of maturity in the way you write.

Wishing you strength and peace.

Please post more - we will always be here.