I'd definitely be open to therapy, although actually going about it would be rather tricky. See, I'd have to tell my family about it first, and that's just not something I think I can do. I wish I could, really. But I'd be too fearful of their reaction. I'm not taken very seriously as it is. As I mentioned, I'm not treated my age, and bringing up such a serious and mature subject would seem out of character, and I'm afraid they might laugh. And even if I was taken seriously by some of my family, there would still be others who would invariabley talk behind my back.
Yeah, the possibilities are just far too frightening for me to even attempt this..
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