Keep in mind I'm over 60 yrs of age, raised four kids and I never met my mother's expectations of me... ok?

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I'm afraid they might laugh.

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So what??? And if the don't?? You think they don't talk about you anyway? Don't you think it's time you showed them your true maturity? Like my post says, it can be a very difficult, painful action, but you have to start somewhere opening the door to YOUR life!

Hope I don't sound heartless, because I'm not. I'm just trying to encourage you.

Let them laugh! Just keep making your way towards that door! I did at age 14!