Thank you! Boy I cannot tell you how much I wanted to run out of there and never come back. Literally walk off my job.

I really want to do better next time. Now that the dust has settled I am feeling a little embarrassed ... I'll do better next time.

Nobody has beat me up or "talked to me" since the incident, too. They may later. I am so hard on myself, though, they probably know I am sitting here totally miserable because I hate myself for behaving that way.

(it's a weird cycle, non?)