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I am so sorry for your loss. I know how you are feeling and it is not good. I just lost my wife and soule mate on febuary 2012 and in kinda the same way you did. The only differance was is there was no pill's or other thing's involved except breathing problem's. I did everything I could as she died in my arm's she was my soul mate to. You have no reason not to feel the way you do and it will be the healing prosesse nomatter how long it take's to happen. Seeing a group or a person to talk to realy might help alot. It is hard and and you will alway's remember special person for the rest of your life. All my wishes COWBOY1.
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